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[25 Apr 2005|12:34pm]
Well that's what we do. We fight. You tell me when I'm being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you're being a pain in the ass.

it's so hard to pretend that i don't love you...
when inside my heart is screaming for you <33



your the only one that makes me
draw stupid hearts in the margins
all over my notebook <3



lets destroy each other cause we're too cool
for love lines & soft kisses over cheap wine
smoke me baby like your last cigarette and
whisper to me say you`ll never forget could
break my heart a little more?! shove my body
up against yours and kiss me like you mean it



despite everything he learned from
his friends ;; he doesn't feel so prepared . .
she's breathing quiet & smooth while he's
g a s p i n g . f o r . a i r



blood kissed lips with
scars on her wrists
you'd never have thought
it would come to this . . . .



I hate myself for needing this.
I love our twisted little mess.
I know it's wrong but it just feels right.
The taste of tears is bittersweet tonight
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[25 Apr 2005|12:32pm]
HE's noT My oNLy ReaSOn sHE saID..

THe pRomISe tHaT hE mADe
LeFT BroKEN oN tHE fLooR
ThE brUIsE leFT RoUNd yoUR hEaRT
LEfT yoU beGGiNg foR MoRE </3 You're all i see these days but you're so far away this dream is never ending your falling thru my broken mind ive been caught up this time x3 cAUse yOu kNoW i cHaNGe mYSeLf tO imPReSS whOeVeR haPPeNS To bE NeXT tO mE but i'm sick of trying so hard WaSTe aLL yoUR tIMe wiTH Me i kNoW i'M a mESs riGhT NoW dont give up believe i'D wAIt iT oUt foR You <33
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[21 Feb 2005|09:40am]
computer broke. hiatus.
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[19 Feb 2005|09:56am]
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[12 Feb 2005|09:27am]
[ mood | hungry ]

the basics ;;

// left early last friday w/ paul & his older brother. paul caused great attention to be drawn from the attendance secretary. they drove me to mark`s to chill with mark, randy, katie clapp, and josh =D. me and josh left to go to his house until fucking 2. so i get there & i have this voice mail. it`s like " KATELYN YOU ARE IN A LOT OF TROUBLE MRS.STANTON(the attendance secretary) CALLED ME! CALL ME BACK! " i called back then i went home. the end. grounded.

\\ saturday & sunday talked to miles on the phone lots and was grounded

// sunday night @ 12. i snuck out to the hilcrest park to see miles we became sitting buddies and my toes froze.. hmf at 2 we went our seperate ways to go home. my neighbors were out partying. so i partied with them. no weed . just cigarettes & beer pong & beer bongs. everyone was fucked up. tricia passed out before i even got there. amanda started throwing up as soon as i took my first beer bong. steve and kelly left b/c steve was so drunk and needed to go home. cheeks and me gave jose a crucial beer bong and he threw up. =[ so it was me and cheeks playing beer pong. i was good =D. so then kelly came back with some grub. it was like 6 AM by this time. and we just grubbed and then went upstairs and crashed. woke up the next day at like 12. went home at 4. i was no longer grounded, b/c i scared my parents to death? idk crazy.

\\ so that was monday basically.

// tuesday i went to school all day. miles came over asked me out 020805 woop!woop! the end.

\\ wednesday no school = sick

// thursday school and then over to miles`s house to meet his mommy =D. then to rachel`s for operation QUiNCENERA. haha. so basically he`s going to wear a pink dress shirt, nice dress pants, nice dress shoes, take out his piercings, learn how to waltz, just so he can be my date. haha if you know miles you know thats craaaazy. but i told him not to do it that we just wouldn`t go and i was serious. but he said " i`ll do it, because i know you want to go, and it`s your friend, and it`ll make you happy. " awwwww. and people say miles is a bad kid. definately not, you can judge more about a person by what they say then by what other people say. =D.

\\ friday no school = sick still. watched movies with my mom. talked to tye and miles a lot.

// today ?! miles hangout session

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skipping is bad. [03 Feb 2005|09:09pm]
let`s see. today was a slack ass day. skipped first, went to josh`s house. i made him this dank ass sign for his bulletin board and spelled whoa wrong i spelled it woah!! retard!!. and then school was gay came home went out with alexis to rachels. the end. ♥
ps. he kissed me.
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[02 Feb 2005|07:55pm]
rode to school with josh, understood everything in algebra2, went to child care bullshitted around, went to english, had a bathroom break with kate where we put ninja turtle stickers on my booty and back. went to 4th block & my dad came and got me at like 1. then to the shrink. then home, to the park where i had wonderful conversations with natacha and a secret visitor came by... haha then i went with josh aron mark and brett around for a while. me and josh took tongue pictures haha. relived the dirty spoon nickname for about 20 minutes. then laughed. hmmmm so now i`m home ready to get my grub on and then prolly gonna talk to my friends like always ♥


i`ll be cavalier, i`ll be yours my dear.
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[01 Feb 2005|06:27pm]
so basically, chilled with josh, talked to miles, talked to tye. the end. goodnight
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somebody help me i think i`m going crazy over boysssss. [01 Feb 2005|05:13pm]
10 people this is about [[ i`ll put who it was in my next entry ]]

1. you just left my house, you`re really the coolest boy ever. i love your lip ring. and i`m not scared of you at all. and you played with my vibrating sofa and we watched secret window.

2. i love you like my sister, yeah we just had a little bitch fit, but it`s all over now, and operation PUNCH iN THE FACE, will indeed happen whenever i see this low life dirtbag who`s name starts with a j. simply because you are my girl and bio would have sucked if you really did have iss.

3. you`re always in my heart and on my mind, your boyfriend is so adorable and you two are indeed perfect. to iNFiNiTY & BEYOND. duh?!

4. you got mad at me today because idk ?! you think i stood you up, but actually you stood me up & i made other plans because you said you weren`t coming over today. and then i let you go b/c you were getting grumpy with me and i`m not about being yelled at.

5. you were my first love, my only love. my mom has so much respect and adoration for you. we went to see a movie the other day, you let me have the last piece of pizza, because you were concerned about me not getting enough food i`m guessing. yeah we have our times, but you are always going to be my hero and my number one, not to mention my only one.

6. you were supposed to ride the bus home with me but it didn`t work. yeah well i love you anyways and we so jacked walmart !! haha

7. you are spending the night on saturday because you are best friend _ _ _. even though you like jessica it`s okay, and i so slept naked for you two nights ago haha <33

8. you + me = probably not now not ever. and that`s okay, you can keep your little slut.

9. the little slut, who broke me and my boyfriend up last summer, i really hate you with everything i have, and it seems like all you`ve done is stolen my life and tried to take away every boy that ever liked me, becuz ur a nasty trashy sleezy girl, who looks like a rodent. PS. BEST FRIENDS MEAN GO CHOKE ON A DICK.

10. the girl who makes me smile for no reason, miss priss. i love you. save the drama fo yo momma!!









mr. travis ; let`s not pretend that this is something it isn`t. is it goodbye?
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[30 Jan 2005|09:26pm]
[ mood | pregnant. haha ]

TODAY WAS SHiTTY iNDEED.

movies with my mom & travis. =]
phone with tye. school tomorrow
oh p.s. i have xanga haha wow!!

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[29 Jan 2005|05:24pm]
[ mood | happy ]

basically i`m with alexis & evie & vanessa most of the time.
if not, then i`m on the phone with tye. or talking online ♥

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A HUGE POST // of everything [28 Jan 2005|09:57pm]
so basically i haven`t had a survey in a while i figured tonight`s the night!!

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[26 Jan 2005|07:34pm]
x BANG BANG 04: cunt rag slut monkey!!
x evie x3: ahh i freaking love you best friend <3
x BANG BANG 04: i loooovvve you to the moon
x evie x3: i love you to the moon and back
x BANG BANG 04: welli love you to infinity and beyond!!
x evie x3: go buzz light year! go buzz light year! gooo!
x BANG BANG 04: aawwww evie you rock my worl
x BANG BANG 04: d
x evie x3: well you rock my universe
x BANG BANG 04: well you rock my bed
x evie x3: actually that wasn`t me =-O
x BANG BANG 04: WHHAT THE FUCKkkk?!

THE WORLDS GREATEST
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stole from cilla [26 Jan 2005|12:59pm]
[ mood | amused ]

A) First, recommend to me:
1. a movie:
2. a book:
3. a musical artist, song, or album:

(B) I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more, no less. Ask me anything you want.

(C) Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends to ask you anything



so anyways ; tye is leaving for snowboarding until saturday. won`t see him this weekend, but next weekend he said he`s coming on saturday to meet my friends ♥

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hold me now, i`m six feet from the edge... [25 Jan 2005|09:00pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

so he abandoned me. i knew he would deep down, but it still hurt me to see him stare at me so cold with a hatred that stopped me dead in my tracks. it was all i could do to watch him leave me standing there still staring as he drove all the way down the road out of sight. yeah well ; looks like i`m in this alone.


PS ; i have major back&lower tummy pain. like can`t even stand up straight pain. make it stop!

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[24 Jan 2005|06:22pm]
[ mood | drained ]

so i went to cici`s with natacha and alexis. natacha had to leave. so then me and alexis went to the mall. now i`m home. the end.

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so far so good [24 Jan 2005|11:51am]
[ mood | chipper ]

got up went to school. saw ryan walked with him. then walked with alexis. then took my algebra 2 exam. met up with alexis went to cafeteria. left with anthony hunt went on an adventure ♥ then back to school. 2 minutes later i was on my way home. now i`m home. comment me!!

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so give me all your poison, and give me all your pills [23 Jan 2005|03:39pm]
[ mood | amused ]



hoping for the best just hoping
nothing happens a 1,000 clever_
lines unread on clever napkins.
i wont ever ask if u dont ever
tell me i know you well enough,
to know you`ll never love me
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[22 Jan 2005|01:37pm]
alexis + katelyn = sleepover at my crizzle.
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never satisfied. [22 Jan 2005|12:03pm]
[ mood | apathetic ]

boys are so jdkghjkahgk.

tye and ross got frustrated and lost, so they turned around and went home when they were literally 5 minutes away from my house.
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